I want to know, why it is, that even when I make the tiniest mistakes they feel so damn huge. I always feel at fault for other peoples misunderstandings of me. I'm programmed to feel like crapola when I fuck up, even to the smallest degree. Mixing up laundry = fail. Spilling nail polish = fail. Not doing dishes = fail. Cooking something that doesn't turn out = mega damn fail. Saying stupid shit = fail. Failing = fail.
Fail, fail
Fall, fall, fall.
Tumbled on hard ground
I can't risk
the fail
fall
If I were sicker, I would be banging my head repeatedly off a cement wall.
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